I'm desperately trying to keep myself from looking at a clip from the X Files movie which somebody put on YouTube. Why is it not the August 1st yet?! Though say what you like about it, I like Scully's long hair.
I'm desperately trying to keep myself from looking at a clip from the X Files movie which somebody put on YouTube. Why is it not the August 1st yet?! Though say what you like about it, I like Scully's long hair.
So, currently, I'm in Newcastle with my family and Clare. All rather good so far, apart from the fact I started crying earlier because Clare was criticising again. I don't even mean to start, it's not like it makes me feel really upset, but whenever she goes on about something (and there is always something), I burst into tears like I'm 5 years old. I think it's the fact it's so constant, and I don't even have to be with her. I mean, she's not even my step mother, she has no legal right over me. I dunno, I'm just getting so fed with her. For half my life now, I've been pretending to like her just to keep my dad happy and it tires you out, y'know.
Anyway, on from the depressive, my head is just full of conspiracy theories and weird stuff at the moment. I think I've been watching too many X-Files episodes. And we're doing stuff at school on the Apollo moon landings and how they could've been faked. And I'm reading a book on all things spooky. So I'm kind of going round at the moment thinking Well, they said that they weren't expected a crater underneath the LEM, but then why are all the back grounds the same...hmmm. Oh my god, could rising oil prices just be a government plot?! I could discover it! I could save the world!!!
It's really, really fun.
I've been doing my creative writing coursework all day, which is really fun but draining. I just so want to get it perfect, I kept redoing every little thing. Still, I've nearly finished now and I'm pleased with it. I can't wait for school to just be over and I can start relaxing.
I really need to wash my hair. It looks like I've been rubbing butter into it all day D:
I've started doing science and English coursework, which is alright because we're doing creative writing in English and the science is quite interesting too. And I'm doing a geography project, which is awesome, and a RE project which is so incredibly dull. Also, I don't know which complete idiot designed our maths block, but why did they have to make it so the rooms seem to collect all the heat they can and just store it. I honestly feel like I'm cooking alive during maths.
I had the weirdest dream last night, where nearly all my friends were heavily pregnant and we were in a desert with lots of windmills. But there was also Helene from The Apprentice there too. They all wanted to hug me but for some reason I was terrified of them, so most of the dream was me running around with them following, their bellies bouncy up and down. Quite scary.
- I've had a horrible headache all day. I felt like my temples were going to explode.
- I did get 10 books for £2 at a book sale today, so there's a silver lining for every cloud.
- Doctor Who was excellent tonight. I love Donna so much.
- Life's pretty good atm. School's just lolling about pretending to do work, my family are all alright, I'm going to Germany in a month and to Turkey a month after that. If the weather would just be warm for a little while, I'd be much happier.
- I really need to stop listening to so much 80s music. I keep wanting to dance to ABC's All of my Heart when I should really be doing something important.
1. Reply to this post and I'll assign you a letter.
2. List (and upload, if you feel like it) 5 songs that start with that letter.
3. Post them to your journal with these instructions.
Any one watch the Eurovision? Seriously, I loved Azerbaijan's entry. Unlike the rest of the country I am not outraged and stunned at the injustice of Andy Abraham scoring so badly. It was a really boring song. But then, so was the winning one. Life really isn't fair, eh?
I'm going to an anime convention with my friend Xanthe tomorrow. She's forced me into dressing as Soubi Agatsuma, but I'm actually quite looking forward to it. X warned me there'll be lots of screaming fangirls and everyone will be dressed like L from Death Note so only fun can follow, right?
So, I've spent the last two days at home wallowing in self pity because my brain decided to implode and my throat thought, what the hell, I'll join in. I don't know why my body always goes mental a week before a holiday. Can you not wait?!
I'm off to sleep so I feel like a normal human tomorrow.
David Tennant on Trick or Treat was excellent. He is clearly in love with Derren. They should have cool Time Lord, mind-fuckery babies.
( here, have some (anti) squee )
Jenny did have a lovely pair of boobs though. Not as good as Tosh's, mind.
In other news, the new Brideshead Revisited trailer's been released. I'm sort of looking forward to it and dreading it at the same time. I think Ben Whishaw and Matthew Goode were good choices, but it looks like they've changed so much. For one, what's Julia doing in Venice?! They do have to get a lot into 2 hours though. I'll just have to wait till September and then pass judgment on it.
I'm off to spend the day laying in the sun, reading Hideous Kinky and dreading the Doctor's daughter (she looks like Buffy the Time Lord in the trailers). Life's hard, eh?
Hope everyone is alright and nothing awful happens.
x
I went to Southend today with my family and did basically nothing but walk on the beach. It was actually really nice, even though it was quite cold. We ate a obscene amount of chips and let our dog off her lead, which was really stupid seeing as she's a greyhound and runs like she's on speed. We eventually got her back and had some old man yell at us because 'that damn dog was looking at me weirdly'. Fun, fun, fun.
I also went into London yesterday with my super fantastic friends and had an awesome time mucking about. I went there with £20, only bought two things and came back with a fiver. Oh, how you drain me of money, central london. I did see this dress (I had to cut my face out. I looked like I'd escaped from Bedlam) in Top Shop and completely fall in love with it for reasons unknown. It's £63 so it doesn't look like I'll be getting it any time soon. :'(
My dad is dragging us off to Devon with his girlfriend to stay on her sisters farm. Hopefully I'll get away with just hiding out for the weekend because I hate Clare's family with a passion. I have never met a group of people so hypercritical and depressing in my whole life. Still, it's only for a few days. I'll just have to spend my time having truly awful headaches that confine me to my bed. What a shame.
TORCHWOOD
seriously, what the actual fuck? i cannot stop crying. i can't even be bothered with proper grammer. YOU HAVE KILLED ME.
I am looking forward to Doctor Who so much. I'm not quite sure about Catherine Tate, but if she's a good actress I'm sure she'll pull it off. As long as they don't at any point make her say 'Am I bovvered?'. I don't have much faith in RTD anymore so I won't be surprised if she does end up saying it. Also also also, Torchwood finale on friday! I can't believe it's been 13 episodes already. There are some horrible rumors going about that I am really hoping aren't true, but like I said, no faith in that odious little man.
In happier news, my Muse H.A.A.R.P cd finally came. I made my two friends J and A watch it with me, and I think I may of scared them a bit. I was jumping up and down and squealed a lot and babbled absolute nonsense for about 15 minutes. But it was just so amazing seeing it all again. It's put together so well and I honestly felt like I was back in Wembley stadium, screaming my lungs out, having the most amazing time of my life. Dom Howard did look like he had a dead animal stuck in his hair though.
I am very, very tired at the moment because of all the exams so I'm going to go wash my hair and then sleep until I feel like a proper human being again.
I've got my maths mocks on Thursday, so like the good little student I am, I've spend a lot of today revising for that. I know the highest I'm going to get in maths in a level 6 and if I get that I'll ecstatic, but I'd like to go into the exam knowing I've done everything I could to get a good mark. Plus, how embarrassing will it be if I come out of it getting the same level I got in year 6?
I've been in a foul mood all day, so I've tried not to talk much to anyone because I know whatever they say back will make me furious. Sometime I cursed the womens body and all the lovely things that come with it. Like hormones and periods. Thank you, creator, very much. Good job on my boobs though, I'll give you that.
In other news, I got fired from the paper round! I didn't go in yesterday, because I was dying (well, actually, that's a bit of a exaggeration, but I felt like I was dying), and I missed a day last week, so they told my friend Amy that I was finto. Fair enough, but you could actually ring me up and tell me. I am happy though, because I was truly knackered. Also, the lady who ran the shop was clinically insane. Nothing is worth seeing her huge staring eyes and crazy hair in the morning.
I've talked far too much and have way too much to do, so it's peace out for now.
